{"id":531,"date":"2025-07-23T16:35:01","date_gmt":"2025-07-23T16:35:01","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/nataliamds.org\/equitablepathways\/?p=531"},"modified":"2026-02-20T15:12:35","modified_gmt":"2026-02-20T15:12:35","slug":"concrete-of-despair","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/matthewmarr.org\/equitablepathways\/photographers\/juan-melecio\/concrete-of-despair\/","title":{"rendered":"Concrete of Despair"},"content":{"rendered":"\n<h2 class=\"wp-block-heading has-text-align-center has-x-large-font-size\"><strong>by <a href=\"https:\/\/matthewmarr.org\/equitablepathways\/cesar-rodriguez\/\">Juan Melecio<\/a><\/strong><\/h2>\n\n\n\n<div style=\"height:30px\" aria-hidden=\"true\" class=\"wp-block-spacer\"><\/div>\n\n\n\n<div class=\"wp-block-group alignfull is-style-section-5 has-global-padding is-layout-constrained wp-block-group-is-layout-constrained is-style-section-5--1\" style=\"margin-top:0;margin-bottom:0;padding-top:var(--wp--preset--spacing--50);padding-bottom:var(--wp--preset--spacing--50)\">\n<div class=\"wp-block-columns alignwide is-layout-flex wp-container-core-columns-is-layout-ca2dd60b wp-block-columns-is-layout-flex\">\n<div class=\"wp-block-column is-vertically-aligned-center is-layout-flow wp-block-column-is-layout-flow\" style=\"flex-basis:50%\">\n<p class=\"wp-block-paragraph\"><strong>Remembering the past:<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n<p class=\"has-x-large-font-size wp-block-paragraph\">Concrete drew on my spirit and drained me of all my energy and motivation. It delayed me from getting help amid the drama on the block. The flies, the ants, the negativity. It was part of life, but it was hell on Earth. Concrete is like gravity. It pulls you down. We were fed physically, but not spiritually.<\/p>\n<\/div>\n\n\n\n<div class=\"wp-block-column is-vertically-aligned-center is-layout-flow wp-block-column-is-layout-flow\" style=\"flex-basis:50%\">\n<figure class=\"wp-block-image size-full\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"2560\" height=\"1920\" src=\"https:\/\/matthewmarr.org\/equitablepathways\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/07\/Juan-PAST-scaled-1.jpg\" alt=\"\" class=\"wp-image-534\" style=\"aspect-ratio:1;object-fit:cover\" srcset=\"https:\/\/matthewmarr.org\/equitablepathways\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/07\/Juan-PAST-scaled-1.jpg 2560w, https:\/\/matthewmarr.org\/equitablepathways\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/07\/Juan-PAST-scaled-1-300x225.jpg 300w, https:\/\/matthewmarr.org\/equitablepathways\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/07\/Juan-PAST-scaled-1-1024x768.jpg 1024w, https:\/\/matthewmarr.org\/equitablepathways\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/07\/Juan-PAST-scaled-1-768x576.jpg 768w, https:\/\/matthewmarr.org\/equitablepathways\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/07\/Juan-PAST-scaled-1-1536x1152.jpg 1536w, https:\/\/matthewmarr.org\/equitablepathways\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/07\/Juan-PAST-scaled-1-2048x1536.jpg 2048w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 2560px) 100vw, 2560px\" \/><\/figure>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n\n\n\n<div class=\"wp-block-cover alignfull has-accent-1-color has-text-color has-link-color wp-elements-1\" style=\"margin-top:var(--wp--preset--spacing--30);margin-bottom:var(--wp--preset--spacing--30);padding-top:var(--wp--preset--spacing--20);padding-right:var(--wp--preset--spacing--50);padding-bottom:var(--wp--preset--spacing--20);padding-left:var(--wp--preset--spacing--50);min-height:100vh;aspect-ratio:unset;\"><img loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" width=\"800\" height=\"400\" class=\"wp-block-cover__image-background wp-image-54 size-full\" alt=\"\" src=\"https:\/\/matthewmarr.org\/equitablepathways\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/06\/Banner-Juan-PAST.png\" data-object-fit=\"cover\" srcset=\"https:\/\/matthewmarr.org\/equitablepathways\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/06\/Banner-Juan-PAST.png 800w, https:\/\/matthewmarr.org\/equitablepathways\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/06\/Banner-Juan-PAST-300x150.png 300w, https:\/\/matthewmarr.org\/equitablepathways\/wp-content\/uploads\/2025\/06\/Banner-Juan-PAST-768x384.png 768w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 800px) 100vw, 800px\" \/><span aria-hidden=\"true\" class=\"wp-block-cover__background has-contrast-background-color has-background-dim-70 has-background-dim\"><\/span><div class=\"wp-block-cover__inner-container has-global-padding is-layout-constrained wp-container-core-cover-is-layout-034affbd wp-block-cover-is-layout-constrained\">\n<div class=\"wp-block-group alignwide is-vertical is-content-justification-left is-layout-flex wp-container-core-group-is-layout-86036b5e wp-block-group-is-layout-flex\" style=\"min-height:50vh\">\n<div class=\"wp-block-columns alignwide is-layout-flex wp-container-core-columns-is-layout-94bbf7bc wp-block-columns-is-layout-flex\">\n<div class=\"wp-block-column is-layout-flow wp-block-column-is-layout-flow\" style=\"flex-basis:80%\">\n<p class=\"has-literata-font-family has-x-large-font-size wp-block-paragraph\"><strong>Call to Action<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n<h2 class=\"wp-block-heading alignwide has-text-align-left has-ysabeau-office-font-family\" style=\"font-size:4vw;font-style:normal;font-weight:300;line-height:0.9\">For other people going through this \u2013 you have to take the initiative regardless of what you\u2019re going through. The rejection, mental health, pain from the past, and the regrets in life. You have to do the footwork. Stay focused and reach out to case workers, outreach workers, the Homeless Trust, doctors&#8217; offices for medical appointments. Don\u2019t expect them to come to you.<\/h2>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n\n\n\n<div class=\"wp-block-columns alignwide are-vertically-aligned-bottom is-not-stacked-on-mobile is-layout-flex wp-container-core-columns-is-layout-794e3cfa wp-block-columns-is-layout-flex\">\n<div class=\"wp-block-column is-layout-flow wp-block-column-is-layout-flow\"><\/div>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n<\/div><\/div>\n\n\n\n<div class=\"wp-block-columns alignwide is-layout-flex wp-container-core-columns-is-layout-794e3cfa wp-block-columns-is-layout-flex\">\n<div class=\"wp-block-column is-layout-flow wp-block-column-is-layout-flow\" style=\"flex-basis:100%\">\n<p class=\"has-text-align-left has-contrast-color has-text-color has-link-color has-literata-font-family has-large-font-size wp-elements-2 wp-block-paragraph\" style=\"margin-top:37px;margin-bottom:0px;margin-left:var(--wp--preset--spacing--40)\"><strong>MORE<\/strong> <strong>BY JUAN MELECIO<\/strong><\/p>\n\n\n\n<div class=\"wp-block-query is-layout-flow wp-block-query-is-layout-flow\"><ul class=\"columns-3 wp-block-post-template is-layout-grid wp-container-core-post-template-is-layout-7e964c02 wp-block-post-template-is-layout-grid\"><li class=\"wp-block-post post-531 post type-post status-publish format-standard has-post-thumbnail hentry category-juan-melecio tag-past\">\n\n<div class=\"wp-block-group is-layout-flow wp-block-group-is-layout-flow\" style=\"padding-top:30px;padding-right:30px;padding-bottom:30px;padding-left:30px\"><div class=\"taxonomy-post_tag wp-block-post-terms\"><a href=\"https:\/\/matthewmarr.org\/equitablepathways\/tag\/past\/\" rel=\"tag\">PAST<\/a><\/div>\n\n<h2 class=\"wp-block-post-title\"><a href=\"https:\/\/matthewmarr.org\/equitablepathways\/photographers\/juan-melecio\/concrete-of-despair\/\" target=\"_self\" >Concrete of Despair<\/a><\/h2>\n\n<div class=\"wp-block-post-excerpt\"><p class=\"wp-block-post-excerpt__excerpt\">Remembering the past: Concrete drew on my spirit and drained me of all my energy and motivation. It delayed me from getting help amid the drama on the block. The flies, the ants, the negativity. It was part of life, but it was hell on Earth. Concrete is like gravity. It pulls you down. We&hellip; <a class=\"wp-block-post-excerpt__more-link\" href=\"https:\/\/matthewmarr.org\/equitablepathways\/photographers\/juan-melecio\/concrete-of-despair\/\">(Read more)<\/a><\/p><\/div><\/div>\n\n<\/li><li class=\"wp-block-post post-538 post type-post status-publish format-standard has-post-thumbnail hentry category-juan-melecio tag-present\">\n\n<div class=\"wp-block-group is-layout-flow wp-block-group-is-layout-flow\" style=\"padding-top:30px;padding-right:30px;padding-bottom:30px;padding-left:30px\"><div class=\"taxonomy-post_tag wp-block-post-terms\"><a href=\"https:\/\/matthewmarr.org\/equitablepathways\/tag\/present\/\" rel=\"tag\">PRESENT<\/a><\/div>\n\n<h2 class=\"wp-block-post-title\"><a href=\"https:\/\/matthewmarr.org\/equitablepathways\/photographers\/juan-melecio\/calm-of-water\/\" target=\"_self\" >Calm of Water<\/a><\/h2>\n\n<div class=\"wp-block-post-excerpt\"><p class=\"wp-block-post-excerpt__excerpt\">Navigating the present: I\u2019m a Pisces. I cope with life and nature by sitting by the river enjoying God\u2019s gift to man. The water calms my spirit and relaxes my thoughts. After all those years, I can go outside my apartment and walk two blocks to this. <a class=\"wp-block-post-excerpt__more-link\" href=\"https:\/\/matthewmarr.org\/equitablepathways\/photographers\/juan-melecio\/calm-of-water\/\">(Read more)<\/a><\/p><\/div><\/div>\n\n<\/li><li class=\"wp-block-post post-541 post type-post status-publish format-standard has-post-thumbnail hentry category-juan-melecio tag-future\">\n\n<div class=\"wp-block-group is-layout-flow wp-block-group-is-layout-flow\" style=\"padding-top:30px;padding-right:30px;padding-bottom:30px;padding-left:30px\"><div class=\"taxonomy-post_tag wp-block-post-terms\"><a href=\"https:\/\/matthewmarr.org\/equitablepathways\/tag\/future\/\" rel=\"tag\">FUTURE<\/a><\/div>\n\n<h2 class=\"wp-block-post-title\"><a href=\"https:\/\/matthewmarr.org\/equitablepathways\/photographers\/juan-melecio\/sky-of-opportunity\/\" target=\"_self\" >Sky of Opportunity<\/a><\/h2>\n\n<div class=\"wp-block-post-excerpt\"><p class=\"wp-block-post-excerpt__excerpt\">Picturing the future: I look to the sky. I look to God. There are always opportunities. Each cloud is a different door. In the past, I could not reach or even look up. Now I\u2019m in the sky, still bouncing around, door to door. Behind each is an opportunity. Eventually I will open the right&hellip; <a class=\"wp-block-post-excerpt__more-link\" href=\"https:\/\/matthewmarr.org\/equitablepathways\/photographers\/juan-melecio\/sky-of-opportunity\/\">(Read more)<\/a><\/p><\/div><\/div>\n\n<\/li><\/ul><\/div>\n<\/div>\n<\/div>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>Remembering the past: Concrete drew on my spirit and drained me of all my energy and motivation. It delayed me from getting help amid the drama on the block. The flies, the ants, the negativity. It was part of life, but it was hell on Earth. Concrete is like gravity. It pulls you down. 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